call my homie cheek tell him that my will is weak.
im fucking cold.
On college.. i want to get out of peirce and get where im going already. i kinda wanna get out on my own but at the same time i dont want that stress. i want to know that all i have to do is work hard.. and not have uncertainties in life.. that would make my life so much better. my dad basically told me in a roundabout half assed sorta way that he thinks i can do way better.. so does that mean he thinks im a failure? i dunno whatever..
On my wants/needs.. i want/need a woman in my life.. but i cant find one. i want to finally own my own car.. not drive my dads property. i want to work out alot more and get into shape. i need to figure out a way to make more money. i need time to myself. i need to let out my frustration.
i think the holidays are gonna kill me.. im planning on a season full of lonliness, depression and maybe a hint of misery. but im not gonna bring anyone else down.. ill keep it to myself and this lame ass livejournal.
-oh, and if the holidays dont kill me, february 14th is right around the corner.
if you all arent happy with something, do your best to challenge it.. because after all, besides birth and death, everything is negotiable.
post what you want for on the holidays.. maybe if im feeling particularly nice, i might just get you a little something.
On college.. i want to get out of peirce and get where im going already. i kinda wanna get out on my own but at the same time i dont want that stress. i want to know that all i have to do is work hard.. and not have uncertainties in life.. that would make my life so much better. my dad basically told me in a roundabout half assed sorta way that he thinks i can do way better.. so does that mean he thinks im a failure? i dunno whatever..
On my wants/needs.. i want/need a woman in my life.. but i cant find one. i want to finally own my own car.. not drive my dads property. i want to work out alot more and get into shape. i need to figure out a way to make more money. i need time to myself. i need to let out my frustration.
i think the holidays are gonna kill me.. im planning on a season full of lonliness, depression and maybe a hint of misery. but im not gonna bring anyone else down.. ill keep it to myself and this lame ass livejournal.
-oh, and if the holidays dont kill me, february 14th is right around the corner.
if you all arent happy with something, do your best to challenge it.. because after all, besides birth and death, everything is negotiable.
post what you want for on the holidays.. maybe if im feeling particularly nice, i might just get you a little something.