Aug 02, 2004 09:40
So far this summer has been a fuckload of working, stress and not a whole lot of seeing friends. I guess its what i should be doing if i want to buy my own car.. but who knows? maybe im just missing the last days with people moving away.
There are so many things i want to do.. i want to see everyone again before they leave. I want to start my fucking design company already. I want certain people back in my life very badly. I have no time for fun. College is gonna blow.
Today was supposed to be a regular day at work but the fucking carpet bastards didnt finish so we were stuck with nothing to do.. this resulted in spontaneous decisions to go to san fransisco for a week today at 12. thats fucked up since i was planning on seeing jesssica and helping her with her domain.. something that we have been planning. i thought she would be the one to cancel because shes so busy and all.. but now its me and ive been saying all along that we could do it. i kinda feel like shit because of that.. i think shes leaving for NYC on thursday so i doubt we can do it unless she wakes up soon. something tells me that its not gonna happen. :(
Anyway.. i want to go on a road trip of beaches before the summer is over..
PS: Greg is the best motherfucker in the world. too bad i havent been able to see that guy.. greg go to san fran next week.
I want my summer, friends and life back to the way it used to be.
im getting a new cell soon, so ill post for those of you who read this.. thats another fucking thing i have to buy.
Jessica, ill talk to you before you leave for sure.. just turn on your cell.. im really sorry about this shit. i hope you will forgive me even tho ive been telling you i wont flake. does this count as a flake out?
anyway.. if by any chance you are going to san francisco visit me. or DIE. here i go to waste my life.
love- nicholas