A Very Long Time
Hello, this is Ashley May LaRose. Some of you know me as the girl that dissapeared off the face of the earth but really I was here just really not in a good place. My life has been tough so far and I am not sure what to do. It seems like I forgot how to be a friend because I am very neglectful and selfish. I am always busy but not doing things that I love or hanging out with people that I really want to be hanging out with. For that past 5 months I have been so preoccupied with making sure I am making other people happy that I forgot about one thing; making me happy. I am very codependant in the sense that I worry to much about what others think. I am so secluded from my mothers side of the family its crazy. I dont know what to do or where to start. I am going to school though so thats good, but I hang out with my boyfriend and his family all the time i have free. I want to go to the beach. I miss my nikki and I forgot her number. I miss all my friends from high school. I miss the ru crew and I miss cavalluzzi. I really and spinning and cant stop. I went through so much stuff in this past year its crazy. The only reason I deleted this and my myspace was because I was getting harrashed by some skanky girls and It was beginning to hurt my feelings. I know no one will read this because I forgot it even excisted but I am glad I got it out because now I feel a little better then I did 5minutes ago. I will write again soon.