random news..
i'm not sure what it is, but i feel like i'm in that position where everything is running smooth and soon it's all going to fall apart.
like i am in some pretty shitty situations and i wish i was better with some people (ex. kirsten :c) but i am also gaining a lot of old friends that i used to have, but never could really "talk to" because of all the shit in my life. it's feels so good to have that back and i only hope that i can stay with it and be there for everyone that is there for me.
i hung out with matt today. we went swimming and i haven't done that in forever. besides the scuba diving lessons, but that's pretty different. i had a good time though. hopefully things will slowly get better. <3
john palmer called me today out of the blue and wants to hang out. i miss that kid. he was such a good friend in highschool. he came up to sonic today and we sat outside and talked for awhile. it's weird how much people change. he is still the same goofy kid he has always been though.
after work i met scott, dane, kyle, and paul up at starbucks... it was nice just chillen. hayden should have been there. it's just not a group without hayden. paul was pretending he had a fake guitar and he was playing some blues. it was pretty funny. kinda reminded me of hayden, because he always has a guitar with him. i'll probably be hanging out with them a lot this week. i finally have no hours! this saturday i'm going to get with them and celebrate my birthday! i'm pretty excited about that.
---> i have a lot of days off this week so if you want to hang out. call me <3