movie night...
i was thinking just a second ago that i hate when i can't figure people out. or people that are really secretive. i can understand wanting things to be private bc i know everyone is different, but i appreciate those people that will talk to you and open up. people that don't have to gain your trust for 5 years to finally tell you who they Really are. i would rather know who those people are to begin with and then decide if it's worth continuing the friendship. i guess it's just something that frustrates me bc im really open, and then to not get that back kinda sucks. sry just a random thought...
tonight i went to the movies with matt and saw million dollar baby. it was sad. i was expecting a much different ending, but i wont ruin it for anyone else. i think the funniest thing throughout the movie was this black guy sitting in front of us. ok so we get there and we're sitting down in the back. these 2 black brothers (that we later discovered) come in and sat down. the one guy is wearing a hat (backwards) and starts talking to every person he can see around him. first, he starts talking to these 2 girls sitting at the end of his row about shrimp that he had at applebees the night before. i guess he brought that up to them bc he saw an advertisement on the screen. why he told them that i have no idea? haha. u had to be there. then he turns around and asks this old man standing up what kinda sports jacket he was wearing. then starts rambling about that team. then he starts talking to this women near him about friday night lights. he starts saying how he used to live near the setting of that movie and how the movie makes people feel bad for the team, but in reality since this kid actually played football with them... he said they were the worst team he had ever met and how they were the worst cheaters. omg it was so funny hearing this guy just ramble on and really think people around him are interested. i couldn't stop laughing.. :) the movie starts and at every funny moment he just bursts out laughing in these hyena like sounds.
matt and i just looked at eachother and were like... wow. thank god he didn't talk to us. i wouldn't know what to say bc everything he brought up was completely pointless. what do u say to someone when they say they had shrimp at applebees? ........that's cool?
after the movie matt and i went to walmart and got a mini cheesecake and some spoons. and then went to sonic for some water and had ourselves some desert. lol. it was nice.
i have never been all about evanescence, but i do love this song.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me <3