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layover in phoenix. Even here there are memories of her. The last time I was here, we spoke on the phone since I had a long layover, kind of like today's. We had a pretty bad fight over the phone and I think we didn't have time to make up completely until I go to where I was going. I remember it pretty well since I'm sitting close to where I was when we had a fight. Only that time, the terminal wasn't so busy and there weren't so many people around, I think that had made the fight worse.
I remember getting really mad, I don't even remember the reason. I'm sure it was something that wasn't very important, but seemed so at the time. I got angry and then said some things that I didn't mean and I know it was really harsh because I remember her crying. I guess just another one of those many times I've made her cry. I remember every one of those and it makes me feel pretty bad. I wish instead of making her cry all those times, I had made happier memories with her. So many regrets. I guess I always thought we'd be together forever and I'd have time to make it up to her.
I remember getting really mad, I don't even remember the reason. I'm sure it was something that wasn't very important, but seemed so at the time. I got angry and then said some things that I didn't mean and I know it was really harsh because I remember her crying. I guess just another one of those many times I've made her cry. I remember every one of those and it makes me feel pretty bad. I wish instead of making her cry all those times, I had made happier memories with her. So many regrets. I guess I always thought we'd be together forever and I'd have time to make it up to her.