What you mean to me

Aug 19, 2004 16:20

Im scared as each moment passes im forgetting- not alot just the richness- the texture. I want to write down everything so at least one of us will have record of this- prove this wasn't a wonderful dream.

I want you to know what you mean to me i want you to have things that, on nights when you are lonely maybe you'll read and remember the five days of perfect moments you gave to me- i want you to have them forever- exactly as they were

I'm gonna write you a poem- no edits just how it comes out, i hope you like it:

That night, the structure of the room yeilded to us- parted so that we could sit as one

That night, your hand met mine- we traced the paterns of our passion on eachother's hands

That movie, sucked ass- sorry this isn't part of the poem i just thought of that

And we sat, pretending nothing would happen- hoping it would

And you looked, more beautiful to me than these words could hope to relate

i was content, with holding you- no lust entered my mind

then your touch, on my neck -slowly moving to my cheek

Reminded me of how i thought love should be

tender- gentle -true

torn between me and him -i did not mean it for you

my face leaned toward yours and yours leaned towards mine

but aproaching nirvana we stop, move away sit back down, i tell you i'm sorry

my face leaned toward yours and yours leaned towards mine

but aproaching nirvana we stop, move away, sit back down, i tell you i'm sorry

and when the moment reaches its peak

our passions explode, no longer capable of resistance -we kiss wildly

animalistic for a brief moment -before the lights come on

how i long for that embrace again. my first true kiss. my last? will we ever go off again? explode in a fury of passion 'till you push me away. i miss the mornings- just you and me- alone in the world, passonate, free. god i miss the mornings,

I love you. I love you. I love you, deeply, completely, regardless of consequence. i love you.

and i won't let go.
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