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i hope you come back tonight, you never said goodbye
sigh
im depressed
im alone
ive played pokemon firered or w.e for the past few days ive done nothing but sit homne nd play the game nd in school too i feel myself becoming so distant from everyone that im trapped in my house id give nything to have my liesence right now this wouldnt be happening this is the time of year that fucks with me the most past 2 years thank god i havent had a girlfriend since alicia i think id kill myself if i lost someone again idk wut im doing with my life as of right now i lost all motivation for everything i mean now in art i brought it back i finally finishd that stupid 30 seconds to mars painting i did of myself nd now im working on a stella picture but its me bob nd james instead of michael michael nd david its comiong out cool so far. schools almost over nd so far since everythings bads happend to me nd came out of the anxiety nd shit ive tryd my hardest no matter wut everyday to just be laughing all the time nd making everyone else laugh if ih ave to go out soon im going out with a bang nd damn well leaving my mark so no one forgets me. i really wish i could have a girlfriend right now id be really like happy to have feelings towards someone i still see karyn in the halls nd my stomach gets weak she took off before nything even startd nd i think thats wut kills me is that i just suckd it up nd did nothing about it nd let her go i didnt know wut i was doing then either i just dont know. im really excited for saturday gonna be at the A room again with matt nd alex nd robbie writting so pumpd. sigh sigh sigh
see everytime you laugh out loud im crying inside
jerry
sigh
im depressed
im alone
ive played pokemon firered or w.e for the past few days ive done nothing but sit homne nd play the game nd in school too i feel myself becoming so distant from everyone that im trapped in my house id give nything to have my liesence right now this wouldnt be happening this is the time of year that fucks with me the most past 2 years thank god i havent had a girlfriend since alicia i think id kill myself if i lost someone again idk wut im doing with my life as of right now i lost all motivation for everything i mean now in art i brought it back i finally finishd that stupid 30 seconds to mars painting i did of myself nd now im working on a stella picture but its me bob nd james instead of michael michael nd david its comiong out cool so far. schools almost over nd so far since everythings bads happend to me nd came out of the anxiety nd shit ive tryd my hardest no matter wut everyday to just be laughing all the time nd making everyone else laugh if ih ave to go out soon im going out with a bang nd damn well leaving my mark so no one forgets me. i really wish i could have a girlfriend right now id be really like happy to have feelings towards someone i still see karyn in the halls nd my stomach gets weak she took off before nything even startd nd i think thats wut kills me is that i just suckd it up nd did nothing about it nd let her go i didnt know wut i was doing then either i just dont know. im really excited for saturday gonna be at the A room again with matt nd alex nd robbie writting so pumpd. sigh sigh sigh
see everytime you laugh out loud im crying inside
jerry