Showers of acid rain burns threw the skin

Oct 01, 2004 15:42

LIFE! what the hell is it? should i be living for something,or just to be living? is their a reason why im on this fucking world? Is their a "god" and is he actually looking after me? does he have a plan for me? is their actually someone out there that i will meet and fall deeply hopessly in love with? Or is life a bunch of bull shit. And "gods" all made up and so ppl get suckered into all this religious nonsince. even though im part of that religious nonsince. but what is life? i havnt figured it out. Idk of anyone who has. And if they have please feel free to inform me what it is.

Some damn reason i feel like im all left out. No friends, no family, no girlfriend, or for that matter no one who cares for me. People say their your friend but when it comes down to it, their reeally not. Their never there when your down, or when your in the best mood of your life. Well, at least this my problem. And some of the people who do care bout you leave. And they forget about you Like you were never alive.

this is not a call for people to give me sympathy. or even for them to start being nice and try being my friend. Becuz I dont need it. Ive lived without it and I can continue without it. If you try asking me whats wrong, I'm not goin to respond. Its not worth my time and effort. If i need to talk to someone i will.

But on a positive not taymins bands playin tonight. It should be fun. their playin a house party. And tomorrow night im goin to see norma jean. and on the 15 of october im goin to see deftones. And if anyone wants to go to deftones just give me a ring or somethin. I may even go see green day on the 22. well thats it. leave me alone.
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