second fire in one week..

[4gotten_mistake]

yeah, so i almost started my house on fire again. my moms out buying a fire-extinguisher.. LOL... im serious too. i dunno whats going on with me still.. i threw up AGAIN today. i really dunno what to do. im like fine... then really sick... then fine.. then sick... what the hell??? im gonna post pix up either tonight (prolly tomorrow tho) of this strange thing that appeared and got me even more sick... im fine now, im not feeling bad or anything... but im back to what happened to me this summer... i had gotten sick then anything i ate i threw it up *and no not purposly* and thats when that blue crap was happening and then green... then grey. so yeah... im gonna keep track of this cuz its scaring me again. but what do i call this? this gurl i used to work with a LONG time ago had a nervous stomach and always threw up after she ate.. it began when she was 18 and she was 19 and still it was happening.. she said the doctor called it a "nervous" stomach and so she had to eat constantly so she could get nutrients or something like that. she was skinny tho even tho she ate all the time cuz she couldnt keep it in her. that scared me and it scares me to think this is happening to me now. what causes this?
what IS it exactly? i should write a book..(ha ha).

ugh. i need a shower... go to work....

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