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AGH!!!
WHAT have I done to make myself feel like this?! I was feeling so much better the other day... Now I'm right back where I started. Geez. I hate it. I wish it would all stop... even if I can't have what I really want. God, I wish I could though. I wish miracles still happened for me. That stopped a long time ago. I think the whole "living" miracle used up my last one.
Eyes tear
Shade of red
And I won't ever see you again
I guess thats for the best
Cause I never want to see you with him
My ears bleed
Shade of red
And I won't ever hear you again
I'll never hear you say... that you love him
My nose runs
Shade of red
Never smell your sweet perfume
These happy days have all gone by
These happy days aren't yours and mine
What do you do when all you can do is wake up and die
What do I do when every single song I hear reminds me of you
Why do I keep doing this to myself
And I'm asking these questions
And I'll keep staring and screaming up into the sky
Until I find you
My mouth bleed shade of red
And I wont ever taste your lips
Those cotton candy kisses of death
And last but not least
I wont ever touch your skin
Just one last touch but you've been contaminated
So never again
What do you do when all you can do is wake up and die
What do I do when every single song I hear reminds me of you
Why do I keep doing this to myself
And I'm asking these questions
and I'll keep staring and screaming up into the sky
Why do I keep doing this to myself
And I'm asking these questions
And I'll keep staring and screaming up into the sky
Until I find you
Seems oddly familiar. Huh? I know exactly what he meant in the song... but more. Great song, but once again, it hits a little too close to home. Hearing stuff like that won't help me do what I have to do... I just wish I didn't have to do it. I don't want to end up how I fear I will.
How long will it take?
I'm losing strength again
WHAT have I done to make myself feel like this?! I was feeling so much better the other day... Now I'm right back where I started. Geez. I hate it. I wish it would all stop... even if I can't have what I really want. God, I wish I could though. I wish miracles still happened for me. That stopped a long time ago. I think the whole "living" miracle used up my last one.
Eyes tear
Shade of red
And I won't ever see you again
I guess thats for the best
Cause I never want to see you with him
My ears bleed
Shade of red
And I won't ever hear you again
I'll never hear you say... that you love him
My nose runs
Shade of red
Never smell your sweet perfume
These happy days have all gone by
These happy days aren't yours and mine
What do you do when all you can do is wake up and die
What do I do when every single song I hear reminds me of you
Why do I keep doing this to myself
And I'm asking these questions
And I'll keep staring and screaming up into the sky
Until I find you
My mouth bleed shade of red
And I wont ever taste your lips
Those cotton candy kisses of death
And last but not least
I wont ever touch your skin
Just one last touch but you've been contaminated
So never again
What do you do when all you can do is wake up and die
What do I do when every single song I hear reminds me of you
Why do I keep doing this to myself
And I'm asking these questions
and I'll keep staring and screaming up into the sky
Why do I keep doing this to myself
And I'm asking these questions
And I'll keep staring and screaming up into the sky
Until I find you
Seems oddly familiar. Huh? I know exactly what he meant in the song... but more. Great song, but once again, it hits a little too close to home. Hearing stuff like that won't help me do what I have to do... I just wish I didn't have to do it. I don't want to end up how I fear I will.
How long will it take?
I'm losing strength again