Dearest MJ - 6July 2023--14:05 Vitals
BS: high, BP: normal,TMP: normal, WGT: gaining
I don't know how to explain the estrangement with Yvonne, save that it was my fault. I wrote in angry terms that our friendship had to change. She wrote back, gentle, kind, and in agreement we needed to keep the conduit broken, enough time for her to forgive my horrible letter.
My fears are based on how easily she has abandoned others who became inconvenient. She knows much about psychology--specializing in early intervention at her work, and in therapy herself. She has a lovely heart, but mental illness is beyond her compassion reservoir. She doesn't want to cope with a manic-depressive. It is good. We need to separate.
She wrote that we were in both reset and conclusion at the same time. It takes two months to change an habit, when one has the willpower to commit to change. I'm finding my own way. I'm living with the despair, the unreliability of 'friends, and always hope everythingwillget better.
- glasses
- hands
- spinal ablation
- kidney surgery
- Recovery
You have this list of priorities.I have no one who can reliably take mt me to an eye exam and new glasses. I need to make appt with BOA to prove my identity and demand paper everything regarding the mortgage. I have enough to pay the property taxes and will just do it online. Paperwork confuses me, but my mind works well with Lana's companionship. I'm slowly working at the desk, the bills, the files, the collection nastygrams.
REMEDY: Oklahoma, West End Original Cast with Hugh Jackman as Curly.
Oh, What A Beautiful Morning!