Unplug me, Morpheus.
Talked to a friend today. Asked them "So, what's been going on with you?"
The answer?
School. and Work.
That scares me. The "Real World". I don't want to get caught up in a routine, just putting my time in before Jesus comes or I die.
Does that have to be the real world? Or can I make my world different?
Can I define myself, or will I be worn down over time, made into a marble, and put away into a leather pouch into the back of a drawer?
I know I'm in a rut right now- I'm caught in routine, doing what I "have" to do. I've tasted moments of freedom, usually coming after getting angry with something or another.
I wonder, what is it that I "have" to do?
The answer?
School. and Work.
That scares me. The "Real World". I don't want to get caught up in a routine, just putting my time in before Jesus comes or I die.
Does that have to be the real world? Or can I make my world different?
Can I define myself, or will I be worn down over time, made into a marble, and put away into a leather pouch into the back of a drawer?
I know I'm in a rut right now- I'm caught in routine, doing what I "have" to do. I've tasted moments of freedom, usually coming after getting angry with something or another.
I wonder, what is it that I "have" to do?