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I have just realized looking back and listening to some music that I never got over a certain crush. After all this time and how much I have put this to the side and told myself I was over it. I don't know how to accept this and how to act on this. I am a sophmore in college they are supposed to be a freshmen in college and I have known them for what seems like forever, but in the last couple of years grew distant due to the circumstances we were both under. His voice still rings in my head of the day he told me he still has notes that I wrote him and one in particular that I wrote him. The one that made him cry. I felt terrible. I am sure all of you from home can figure out who this is because I made it very obvious. I really don't know what sparked me to write about this in my Xanga maybe it was in hopes that someday he will fall upon this and maybe decide theres some mere chance of hope for a second chance now that were older... I am not getting my hopes up though. I just would like to say I miss you in my life and I miss talking to you. I know you know who you are.