May 03, 2007 12:55
I got married. I moved back to Santa Rosa. Lola hasn't lived with me since the end of Feb. My heart is breaking for her little presence, but I got really sick. I mean mentally...I lost it. I haven't been "right" since. I am supposed to bring her here with me soon enough, but in the mean time, it's hard. I'm in such a transition right now. I feel anxious and sick and I need my baby.
...and that's about it.
I'd rather be dead. How can you live with a hole in your heart anyway?