Carpe Diem
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You say "Carpe Diem"... but do you practice what you preach?
I just reread over my posts from over the past year. It makes me feel like I was right to always think so pessimistically about losing him and my relationship. The whole, "never knowing what will happen because it may not be there anymore." Makes me feel like I never really get what I want. Makes me want to leave Florida behind and just go. Starting to feel like I don't belong here anymore.. that I need to take more risks and make life more fulfilling. Because it's surely not happening here. Maybe school isn't right for me... I have my A.A already, what more do I need?
Maybe I did what I did to get back at you. I'm not perfect. Neither are you.
Carpe Diem. Cause you'll regret it if I die tomorrow,
-kgrey
You say "Carpe Diem"... but do you practice what you preach?
I just reread over my posts from over the past year. It makes me feel like I was right to always think so pessimistically about losing him and my relationship. The whole, "never knowing what will happen because it may not be there anymore." Makes me feel like I never really get what I want. Makes me want to leave Florida behind and just go. Starting to feel like I don't belong here anymore.. that I need to take more risks and make life more fulfilling. Because it's surely not happening here. Maybe school isn't right for me... I have my A.A already, what more do I need?
Maybe I did what I did to get back at you. I'm not perfect. Neither are you.
Carpe Diem. Cause you'll regret it if I die tomorrow,
-kgrey