a late night snack
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I've developed a nightly runtine recently. Consisting of laying in my bed browsing on my laptop because I'm to lazy to do anything else while watching all the late night talk shows mostly switching between Jimmy Fallon and Craig Ferguson. I really enjoy Craig Ferguson the most, he always makes me smile, but for some reason I always have a soft spot for Jimmy Fallon because of Saturday Night Live [which I FUCKING just clapped for the guy from Tampa, oh dear goodness]. And while all this is happening I'm either playing time consuming games, wasting too much time on facebook, and/or thinking about how much more I can make my dull life that I've been having to spend at home every night, seem even more unpleasant.
I've also been thinking about how I've never had any friends be apart of my life for most of my life. I sometimes envy people who have grown up around their friends since elementary school but I can't complain because I've met so many people from moving so much as well. And with that I've never had a best friend my whole life either. I guess I just want to have someone in my life for the rest of my life... even if I do move somewhere else farther away like I kinda wish I could. But I also realize.. all of my 'best friends' don't live near me right now. One's in NY, one goes to school in Miami, another lives close but has her boyfriend always there with her... and the male of the four of them lives in Orlando. So, if I ever need someone to talk to in person, I can't. Or have to wait a week or two or months till I can see them next.
I just want a shoulder to be able to lean on... and have late night talks with over starbucks or at the beach or pier.... you get my drift.
for now I have Craig. :]
-kgrey
I've developed a nightly runtine recently. Consisting of laying in my bed browsing on my laptop because I'm to lazy to do anything else while watching all the late night talk shows mostly switching between Jimmy Fallon and Craig Ferguson. I really enjoy Craig Ferguson the most, he always makes me smile, but for some reason I always have a soft spot for Jimmy Fallon because of Saturday Night Live [which I FUCKING just clapped for the guy from Tampa, oh dear goodness]. And while all this is happening I'm either playing time consuming games, wasting too much time on facebook, and/or thinking about how much more I can make my dull life that I've been having to spend at home every night, seem even more unpleasant.
I've also been thinking about how I've never had any friends be apart of my life for most of my life. I sometimes envy people who have grown up around their friends since elementary school but I can't complain because I've met so many people from moving so much as well. And with that I've never had a best friend my whole life either. I guess I just want to have someone in my life for the rest of my life... even if I do move somewhere else farther away like I kinda wish I could. But I also realize.. all of my 'best friends' don't live near me right now. One's in NY, one goes to school in Miami, another lives close but has her boyfriend always there with her... and the male of the four of them lives in Orlando. So, if I ever need someone to talk to in person, I can't. Or have to wait a week or two or months till I can see them next.
I just want a shoulder to be able to lean on... and have late night talks with over starbucks or at the beach or pier.... you get my drift.
for now I have Craig. :]
-kgrey