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Hey everyone. What's goin on? Well I had a dream last night that absolutely terrified me. Stephen was dead to keep the story short. I woke up my heart beating like crazy and I was crying so hard I couldn't breathe. I turned over and there he was. I grabbed on to him and couldn't let go. I just don't know what I would do if something happened to him. I remember everything that I felt when i found out he was dead in my dream. I remember feeling like my whole world was falling apart, I honestly felt that I couldn't go on. I remember not understanding why God would put me with the only man I could TRULY love and then rip him away from me. I was mad, and hurt and so confused. I keep thinking about what if that were to happen? What would I do? Honestly I don't think I could live. I mean I don't think I would ever let myself get close to ANYONE ever again. He is my everything and I can't live without him. He is the one I was supposed to be with all along. I love him with EVERY fiber of my being. I don't know how I could possibly put it any plainer. He is my other half. My soul mate, the one I am going to marry, have children with, grow old with. I love him so much. I just want to scream it from the top of a mountain!
Well Stephen and I are getting married next year. We are going to have a small wedding, nothing huge. However we have very limited funds so...here is the bridal party so far...
Maitron of Honor: Allisha (my sister)
Bridesmaid: Sharon Vore (my niece/I promised her a long time ago)
Flowergirl/Ring Bearer: Victorya Knight(my niece)
Best Man: Jeff Day
Groomsman: Chris Reed
Usher: Chris Vore (my brother)
Mother of Bride: Lisa Craft
Mother of Groom: Sharon Jent
Father of Bride: James Pryor
That's it that I can think of right now. LOL. I have it all written down upstairs...I would list my guestlist but that's too many to type lmao. Well I was gonna have my friends in the wedding, but with the limited funds and all that...it's better to keep it as just family. Plus Stephen will only get to have like two ppl to come there for the wedding and I want it to be even on both sides. I always wanted my sister to be my maid/maitron of honor, and I promised Sharon she would be my bridesmaid a long time ago because she would be too old to be a flowergirl. She is SOOO excited too. It's so cute. Well ppl I am gonna go for now. Love ya'll! BUBYEZ!
Well Stephen and I are getting married next year. We are going to have a small wedding, nothing huge. However we have very limited funds so...here is the bridal party so far...
Maitron of Honor: Allisha (my sister)
Bridesmaid: Sharon Vore (my niece/I promised her a long time ago)
Flowergirl/Ring Bearer: Victorya Knight(my niece)
Best Man: Jeff Day
Groomsman: Chris Reed
Usher: Chris Vore (my brother)
Mother of Bride: Lisa Craft
Mother of Groom: Sharon Jent
Father of Bride: James Pryor
That's it that I can think of right now. LOL. I have it all written down upstairs...I would list my guestlist but that's too many to type lmao. Well I was gonna have my friends in the wedding, but with the limited funds and all that...it's better to keep it as just family. Plus Stephen will only get to have like two ppl to come there for the wedding and I want it to be even on both sides. I always wanted my sister to be my maid/maitron of honor, and I promised Sharon she would be my bridesmaid a long time ago because she would be too old to be a flowergirl. She is SOOO excited too. It's so cute. Well ppl I am gonna go for now. Love ya'll! BUBYEZ!