its been a lonnggg time
wellp. I decided to bring my LiveJournal back becuase, I need to vent some anger out in it. && becuase I am o-so sure all you lovley people who read this want to know what's been going on in my life :)..yah ok maybe not. Bare w. me I'm tired && I am just going to be rambling on.
But anyways. this is what has been going on. well. I haven't really been doing anything that exciting this summer. It's going by really fast!. almost 2 weeks of it I was over mty aunts helping out && such while she was pregnant && When she had baby Lillian Grace on the 9th. && she's so adorable! then b4 that I was over there on && off as well.
Um. I've just been hanging out w. Joey && such. Yah know doing the usual wich I <3. For the past 3 days my life has been nothing but shit. Everything has just been bad for me. & I don't understand why. Constant Bitchyness && getting yelled at. I hate it! I serisouly fucking can't stand it! Thank god I am leaving on the 31st-14. I am going to Colorado. && My oer is coming w. me :). Since things didn't work out w. her moving in w. me. But hey it was worth a shot. I Can't wait to get away from all this madness! The only thing I will truly miss is My love <33 I'll be gone for out 11mth! ehh!..It's almost been a year. && it's been the best year I have had in a while! People serisouly don't understand how I feel about him. God I <3 him!
I can't wait for school to start so I can see everyone as crazy as that sounds! summer just been really bla I guess you could say!. I need a fricking Job. When I went to the doctors me && Joey went and got Job apps @ Bulk food. I highly doubt I will work there. But w.e. Yah that's another thing...I have to go back to the doctors like a million times b4 I leave. I have to get a skin calture done. They think i have a skin infection. or a skin disease or something like that..&& then it's moreee blood tests. I'm starting to no be so afraid of needles now :) I am very proud of myself haha.
Yesterday we so horrible. My uncle carl came over && brought my 2 little cousins KC-whos 4 && Cody who's 8mths. For me to babysit while he did some jobs or something. He lives up north && works down here sometimes.& my aunt tracys in jail for beating up theses 2 girls in a bar for stealing money out of her purse.(Nice life style huh?) Well it was a mistake for me to take the job of me babysitting. cuz Cody. well hes a daddys boy && didn't want anyone or anything that wasn't his dad!. so he cryed and cryed! then my uncle came back && I had both of them to babysit. W. the help of Joey. We took them up to Kmart && got ice cream for them. Ppl were looking @ us weird lol . I think they thought they they were our kids. But um we got them icecream && then got the baby some babyfood & a theeting ring cuz he was teething. && then we came back home.
and bla bla all that good shiznit. My aunt Debra comes this sunday :-D I'm excited I haven't seen her in 2 years. But I think that I am going to go lay down. Since I don't feel like doing anything or talking to anyone....
Everything is just so GAY
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