oh what a day with out an update!!!
ok i'm officially single, happy, homeless though i have a place to stay, and yet still happy. i saw my mom smile really smile for the first time the other day ... it made me feel warm inside. i missed her smiles they let me know things are gonna be ok.
i saw charles the other day when jen allen and i went to walmart he looked so good. yet so untouchable. it made me miss him. just when i started to forget bout it all. i mean i care for him deeply but i'm not stressin bout what happened. infact i'm so playin the field. i've got numerous offers for dates and i'm takin them all. one guy sam who is in the army is hotter then hell and likes me enuff to call me a few times aday which is good but sux since i have no day mins left. we talk for hours. he's great. chad and i are hangin out more and more as well... which is good we always had a great time and i love that. dick and i well for all who know me and dick's complicated yet awsome relationship knows what i mean. lol. there there is john, kevin, michael, ray, and some hot guy from aurora that asked for my # while i was waitin for my order from mc d's the other day. i can't remember his name but he's a babe!!! and my age. weird. first guy who's my age that i like in god knows how long. hmmm sometimes i love bein me. lol. great thing is all are cool with the fact that i don't want a relationship based on sex and sexual things nor do i want friends with extra. thats so lame.
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i saw charles the other day when jen allen and i went to walmart he looked so good. yet so untouchable. it made me miss him. just when i started to forget bout it all. i mean i care for him deeply but i'm not stressin bout what happened. infact i'm so playin the field. i've got numerous offers for dates and i'm takin them all. one guy sam who is in the army is hotter then hell and likes me enuff to call me a few times aday which is good but sux since i have no day mins left. we talk for hours. he's great. chad and i are hangin out more and more as well... which is good we always had a great time and i love that. dick and i well for all who know me and dick's complicated yet awsome relationship knows what i mean. lol. there there is john, kevin, michael, ray, and some hot guy from aurora that asked for my # while i was waitin for my order from mc d's the other day. i can't remember his name but he's a babe!!! and my age. weird. first guy who's my age that i like in god knows how long. hmmm sometimes i love bein me. lol. great thing is all are cool with the fact that i don't want a relationship based on sex and sexual things nor do i want friends with extra. thats so lame.
SLS