Nov 03, 2004 04:32
god, its 3AM and the damn election is still "too close to call" unless of course your watching fox, then bush won, but they said that a year ago. and fox sucks bush's dick anyways so that doesn't count. but still...this friggin thing has got me stressed out, i hate it.
I don't know what im gonna do if bush wins. this is the first time i've really been worried about who's gonna be president. I actually fear how another term for bush could affect my future, our future. the future of the fucking world to some extent.
If he becomes president again he's going to make abortion illegal, ban gay marriage,keep stem cell research illegal, take away more of our rights in the name of "freedom",screw us out of more money and jobs, more money out of education, he's going to keep us in this damn imagionary "war on terror", kill more people, spend more millions on fucking weapons to effectively kill those people. and set up a draft so we have people to use those weapons.
You know, i used to joke about moving to canada if the draft was brought up. well now im starting to seriously think about it. if these things do happen i'm getting the hell out of here. I don't care. there's no way that i'm going to put my life on the line so a bunch of old hicks can get rich, nor am i going to kill other people in cold blood to satisfy their greed., most of them are probably innocents defending themselves or just trying to stop us from invading them and raping their land of it's resources. and even if they do want to kill us out of hatred, they have a right to hate us. hell, we have enough reasons to hate ourselves, why would we expect people we're attacking to think any differently?
this could be the 70's all over again, this could be vietnam all over again, and if it is, then i'm following suit and going to canada or transfering out to australia or new zeland,london, japan, someplace away from here. or if worse comes to worse ill go to jail. I'd rather do that then shed blood(mine or someone elses) needlessly over something that could easily be delt with through diplomacy. violence should be the last resort, not peace.
*sigh* i guess i should try to get some sleep. or else im just gonna keep going on, and on and on untill we find out who won, which might not be for a long time cuz of all the late vote thingys, and absentee votes and what other things they haven't counted yet. cuz there are enough of those in ohio that even if bush wins it ( and it's 20 electoral votes) and is announced pres. it could still be possible for it to turn over in favor of kerry and give him the win. but that wouldn't be known for at least 11 days, and thats a lot of waiting. especially when so much could be at stake..... god damn it, i'm doing it again!
this is why I distanced myself from politics along time ago, i got too damn worked up and burnt myself out from debating and worrying and stress in general.
ok, i mean it this time, im gonna go to bed, before i spontaniously combust or something.
but yeah, it would be nice if anyone felt like calling me or chatting with me online or something, if not for any important discussion, then at least for the pure fact that i've gone too long without someone to ramble,complain,vent and bitch to/with.
cuz it would help keep me sane, and save me time. this took over an hour to type, it would take me maybe 5 min to say it. hmmm, i wonder if i could turn this into an essay or something. hehe. extra credit is good for me. :)
fuck, the sun's gonna come up soon. if i don't go to sleep before then its gonna keep me wide awake and im gonna feel like shit all day. so goodnight, or morning and i hope you have a sunny wonderful fun filled day blah blah blah. hehe.
*hugs and kisses*
your local hippie-commie-bastard,
justin