interesting
i think the full moon is effecting me quite a bit. I felt very weird and hyper sensitive to alot of things yesterday. lots of stong energies were pulling me around last night. Like i got the sudden urge to just go to the mall, so i went. had no clue why i went there. untill I felt really weird, looked around and saw mary there with her friends. It was like I had somehow sensed where she was and was drawn to her. it was strange.
Then later that night I ended up being super restless. i couldn't sleep at all. i just kept tossing and turning and was in a half-dream state for almost 3hrs. and then i kept having weird dreams and waking up like every hour in a cold sweat. and that is very unlike me, even if im sick. I'm usually a really deep sleeper. it was just very weird.
Today has been ok so far, woke up, went to class,had a math test and did ok, came home and lied down some more. still feeling a little different. will prob grow stronger once the moon comes out again. It'll be at its peak tonight. this should either turn out to be very bad or very good depending on how i react. but i don't think its gonna be bad,actually im feeling rather excited and energetic just thinking about it.
and if all goes well, im gonna be having supper with mary tonight. most likely someplace with meat. cuz im getting a huge craving for it. I'm starting to think that I really am part wolf. I need to find out more about that... its interesting.
Then later that night I ended up being super restless. i couldn't sleep at all. i just kept tossing and turning and was in a half-dream state for almost 3hrs. and then i kept having weird dreams and waking up like every hour in a cold sweat. and that is very unlike me, even if im sick. I'm usually a really deep sleeper. it was just very weird.
Today has been ok so far, woke up, went to class,had a math test and did ok, came home and lied down some more. still feeling a little different. will prob grow stronger once the moon comes out again. It'll be at its peak tonight. this should either turn out to be very bad or very good depending on how i react. but i don't think its gonna be bad,actually im feeling rather excited and energetic just thinking about it.
and if all goes well, im gonna be having supper with mary tonight. most likely someplace with meat. cuz im getting a huge craving for it. I'm starting to think that I really am part wolf. I need to find out more about that... its interesting.