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ugh i just types this awsome entry for bout 30 min and its gone! i deleted it by accident ugh ne way well kraig came over im gonna miss him like crazy! well today we went for a walk in the park it was so romantic and fun hes still with me even though i stood and watched the ducks for 45 min and payed with a dead duck(dont ask why) there was a beaver it was sooo cute and a baby duck that followed the daddy duck everywhereand there was a swan it was so awsome then we came homa and cuddled he even got me a stuffed elephant! and candy om hes soo sweet im so lucky ya well his stubborn mom still hasnt changed her mind on letting him come to otis for 1 night! omg im so mad but its weird it still ahsnt hit me yet he cant go maybe thats cause hel;l be able to go nah i dount that but i really wish he could omg id give nehting for him to be able to go! but the next day after we get back (sunday) i leave for the cape for 2 weeks im gonna miss him so muchi dont want to leave i dont want him to leave ugh this sucks life isnt fair i know that i should get over it but i cant!now im gonna go cry my eyes out cause i miss him already and finish packing ugh to many clother to little a suitcase!