you're the one person i never thought would EVER say that, stef. seriously, that was the lowest thing you have ever done. not only did it piss me off, but it hurt me. the reason we don't know each other anymore is because you decided to do what you wanted to do; which is fine with me. but i am not gonna surround myself with people that i will be tempted to do stuff with and get in trouble with. of course i want to know what is going on in your life, and i would hope that you'd want to know stuff about me, too. i love it when we do hang out and when we have our stef and lydia times, but you also have to unerstand that i can't call you. it isn't that easy, stef. and i don't think you understand that. i have been so happy lately, and i don't need what i had before. i wasn't happy. yeah, i was happy with my friends, like you and stuff.. but i was doing bad shit, and i did ditch my other friends, who truley did care about me. i don't care, seriously this isnt going to change anything, and this is just gonna end up being a stupid online fight. i hadn't seen that commment that you sent me until after friday when i saw you at the bean. i was SO happy to see you and see how cedar point was, but after that commment stef, i realized that if you are going to say that stuff, i really don't need you in my life then. which is really sad.
and one more thing. i don't want your pity. i HATE pity, and out of anyone who knows me, you should know that the most. you know how much i don't like getting it, so stop feeling bad for me. and NO i don't think i am the only one with problems. and i don't sit here and feel sorry for myself. i am actually pretty happy.
and one more thing. i don't want your pity. i HATE pity, and out of anyone who knows me, you should know that the most. you know how much i don't like getting it, so stop feeling bad for me. and NO i don't think i am the only one with problems. and i don't sit here and feel sorry for myself. i am actually pretty happy.
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