Somebody stop the madness
Ok it's offishial. I am going crazy. So today Will and I were just screaming at eachother. At first he was saying that we can't be friends because he didn't want things like last night to happen again. I told him that I will never let that happen again. So then he was starting to say forget in I choose Melanie. I know that he still loves me. I told him that he needs to think about us and not just who we were when I got to see him last but back to after boot camp and before he left. She is coming out this weekend and he is going to see her and see what he thinks about everything. He is giving her way better odds. He said that he is 90% sure that he is going to pick her. I told him that I want him to talk to me another time before he decides because he will remember our last conversation and it was just us screaming at eachother. So he's going to talk to me monday before he decides. Although I know that he will probably be decided by then and so it won't really matter. This is horrible. I love him so much and she can't love him half as much as I do. How come she gets to win? He wasn't sure whether of not to tell her that we talked and that everything happened. I think he should. He thinks that I am only saying that because I want them to break up. That may be part of it but not why I said it. No relationship can work unless they are honest with eachother. I know from experience that secerts have a way of coming out. In the long run it will only hurt her more because she lied to him again. I just hope that he is smart about all of this. I'm the one that he is supposed to be with. I don't know how he's not going to make his decision until monday after we talk. If he chooses me then I guess that he'll just break up with her over the phone. He better choose me. I'm the one he's ment to spend his life with. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE ME!!!!!!!!! I can't call him or email him or anything over this weekend or she will win for sure. I can't do much of anything about this. All I can do is pray that everything will work out right. Please let it work out right!