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okay..so I got a very interesting call from Jason last nite tellin me that he likes me and wants to be with me but i dont know whether to believe him or not...I feel like he was drunk once again cuz thats when he used to feed me all those lies about him loving me...I mean yeah I still care for tha kid ALOT...but I dont wanna get hurt and I dont know how I'd see him if we got together..and then theres tha Alex issue...I love him so much...and I mean actually love him...and I cudnt be with Jason while in love with another guy...it wudnt be rite to do that to either of them...I juss wish sumone wud make up their mind and let em know sum things before I go nutz...Oh and then I find out this guy named Jamison likes me...so I dunno what to do there...He knows that I'm in love with Alex and doesnt seem to care...He wants to be tha one to get me over Alex...or so he says...I dunno...My lifes pretty fucked up rite now...Jason says he wants to be with me but yet...hes been spendin alot of time with Kayla...which is exactly how him and aimee first started out...which by tha way Aimee...I'm so sorry for flyin off at you like I did...I totally understand how u fell for him...Sorry...But back to Jason...I dont know what to do...ummm I'ma go to bed now and try and do sum thinkin and talk to Caitlin about it....LOVE YALL