Blissfull moments always come back
i was bored before going to therapy for my shoulder this morning,
so i start looking around, trying to find something to do.
the cable in my house got cut so i have about 3 channelson my t.v and they dont even have a clear picture.
so0o i start looking through my old disneys movies to find something that might entertain me,
and i come across my prom video from st. peter.
i remember that night s0o perfectly lol.
those were the days, when drama wasnt about who got who pregnant but about who (god forbid)FRENCH kissed who!! ::gasp:: lol. when friends were so much more than who you ate lunch with. when boys ran your life and we had no other major concerns. life was simple, decisions were simple. i wish i had the knowledge then that i do now. i would have taken advantage of everything that i had right in front of me.
the good thing is, that those purely blissfull things always come back. fate is an amazing thing. looking back now, i could not imagine my reaction if someone told me in the 8th grade that 3 years from now,
i would love that annoying guy that sits behind me in lit. and cant go 2 hours without making fun of my dye-job gone wrong that turned my hair orange and i secretly had a crush on. lol
that my best friend and i wont talk for more than an hour with an at least 3 month intreval between each conversation.
that i would end up playing a sport that would consume my life entirely with some of the most... interestingpeople ive ever met.
and that everything i know, everything i believe in would be flipped 50 times and 50 times over, and i would more passionately believe in the complete oppositeof what i thought was the truth then.
take advantage of life, do the things you love most. never comprimise for mediocrity. and never regret the things you did, or the things you didnt do.
heaven isn't a place you go when you die, its that split second in life when you truly feel alive.
i love you so much baby, happy 8 months .. '4-22-05'
im off to practice, then club practice.
so i start looking around, trying to find something to do.
the cable in my house got cut so i have about 3 channelson my t.v and they dont even have a clear picture.
so0o i start looking through my old disneys movies to find something that might entertain me,
and i come across my prom video from st. peter.
i remember that night s0o perfectly lol.
those were the days, when drama wasnt about who got who pregnant but about who (god forbid)FRENCH kissed who!! ::gasp:: lol. when friends were so much more than who you ate lunch with. when boys ran your life and we had no other major concerns. life was simple, decisions were simple. i wish i had the knowledge then that i do now. i would have taken advantage of everything that i had right in front of me.
the good thing is, that those purely blissfull things always come back. fate is an amazing thing. looking back now, i could not imagine my reaction if someone told me in the 8th grade that 3 years from now,
i would love that annoying guy that sits behind me in lit. and cant go 2 hours without making fun of my dye-job gone wrong that turned my hair orange and i secretly had a crush on. lol
that my best friend and i wont talk for more than an hour with an at least 3 month intreval between each conversation.
that i would end up playing a sport that would consume my life entirely with some of the most... interestingpeople ive ever met.
and that everything i know, everything i believe in would be flipped 50 times and 50 times over, and i would more passionately believe in the complete oppositeof what i thought was the truth then.
take advantage of life, do the things you love most. never comprimise for mediocrity. and never regret the things you did, or the things you didnt do.
heaven isn't a place you go when you die, its that split second in life when you truly feel alive.
i love you so much baby, happy 8 months .. '4-22-05'
im off to practice, then club practice.