Feb 15, 2004 21:39
My Dad came over today and brought me a birthday card with some money in it. I honestly don't know the last time he gave me a card- and the card he gave me was the sweetest card ever, and it made me cry... and cry... and cry. He also brought over a heart shaped box of chocolates for my sister and I. He use to do that when we were kids, but he hasn't done that in years, either. He has acted so much different since Grandpa died- I think he thinks it's going to happen to him now, too.
3 of the ladies at work bought me a stuffed moose that smells like chocolate. It's so cute!!! It's a really cute addition to my moose collection. I was so suprised, because only 1 of the 3 usually does anything for my birthday. I also got some stuff from another friend from work- shower gel, body spray, stationary, a note pad, and Doritos. My sister in Tampa sent me this round decorative box that has palm trees all over it, and on the inside it has an address book, a journal, and a pencil. She also sent a little heart shaped box of chocolates and a free movie pass that she got that doesn't apply to any theaters in Tampa, but works at the theaters here.
Michael called me tonight to tell me Happy Birthday in case he isn't able to call tomorrow, but he's going to try to. I was soooooo impressed that he remembered that tomorrow is my birthday all by himself lol. I was shocked. He got total brownie points for that!!! He also called yesterday to tell me Happy Valentine's Day.
Birthday aside, Jesus left the sweetest away message up on his aim tonight- "MAD DEEP, I KNOW... BUT I REALLY, REALLY MISS - MIKE CAPUTO, LU BALZ, DEVIN, RICH, LANCASTER (MY NEW BOYS), WINTER, ELISA, ELAINE, J-SIN, VIOLENT J, AND SHAGGY... MOTHER F'N LOVE COULDN'T BE ANY DEEPER HERE INSIDE... IF U WERE NAMED ALL U GOTTA KNOW IS UR "MY REASON WHY"... :( " I was like "ohhh!!!! My Reason Why!!!!!! *sniff sniff*"
Saturday night, a bunch of my friends (12 were invited, I've heard back from 10) are coming over for my birthday party (my Mom and Sister love me!), and then we're going out to a bar or 2. 1 for sure to play pool, but maybe another one to do some general partying, too. I can't wait, it will be so much fun.
Just from all of those things... I have had the absolute best birthday ever already, and it's not even my birthday for another 2 hours! This is the 1st year since I was 19 (aside from my 21st) that I haven't spent the last 2 months depressed and dreading my birthday. Although I am dreading the age I will be-25- that depression won't sink in until at after the party, I don't think.