yup
yea so xmas break has officially started, well actually that was friday, but who cares. after school a bunch of us went out to eat, it was fun. im supposed to go shopping with beth sometime before christmas, i need to call her, i will soon. tomorrow i get my stitches out, yay, its really starting to itch. its kinda cold today, its only 18 degrees. beth is supposed to go shopping with me on my birthday, i will probably be driving and it will only be my second time in that place i cant spell for some reason. but it should be ok, even tho my bday is the day after christmas and there will be tons of crazy ass people wanting to do that same thing that i am. i am really going to freak out when i try to drive up there, at least im not going alone, i wouldnt be going if that was the case. i feel kinda bad that i only invited beth to go with me, but i think i need to spend time with her so we dont start to drift apart, she is the only friend that i am worried will find someone better and ditch me all the time. but then again i am a paranoid freak when it comes to my friends, i always feel like they dont really like me and just dont want to hurt me by telling me that. i know its stupid, but thats how i feel sometimes. i dont know... meh. we finally got the tree up last night, i know we're a little late on that, but it wasnt exactly a priority, plus we never really had the time. cass is trying to say something to me about his game, i try to listen but sometimes im like what the hell are u saying? its kinda like on finding nemo when marlin was talking to squirt, i dont know the exact quote, but its kinda like that. i cant wait til christmas, i know i got some nice stuff, yay. well i better go and get some food or something. later. SAM