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i know, i know.
i only talk about him...
but he's a lot of what i think about.
the feelings i have for him are like nothing i have ever felt before. he is the one person i know that can make me happy regardless of anything that is going on. he is the person i can laugh with, cry in front, yell at him, do nice things for, just be myself around...and he still will care about me. if you know me at all, i am usually such a jealous, selfish, and not trusting person. i am not like that at all with him. he is like my best friend that i'm in love with. i would do anything for him to be happy. but it's not like i have to...i just can't think of any reason why he should be upset. just him being able to make me happy constantly is enough for him to deserve anything and more than what i give him. for the first time in my life, i don't have to try to be happy. with him, it just sorta happens. i'm so crazy about him. <3
okay i just had to share.
hmm...i dunno when i last updated.
saturday i had practice 8-4.
it went by REALLY fast and
was surprisingly amazingly fun.
i cannot wait til competitions get started!!!!!
i'm so ready for bonding time,
lots of makeup, nervousness,
sleeping in schools,
crazy video tapes,
just EVERYTHING!!!
yay!!
so last night me and caleb chilled.
we started out at the mall...SO MANY PEOPLE!
ahh!! so we came to my house with
his cousin, adam, and watched "dodgeball".
very funny.
av was on mad tv last night. yay for her!
i talked to dave FOREVER.
best thing said:
"i want you to be my girlfriend"
wow. i told him to wait and tell
me that when he came home and saw me
if he still felt that way.
i sure hope he does though.
:) smiles for that!
i slept through choir this morning.
eff. i was sooo pissed.
well gotta go see the christmas program now.
i don't get to be an angel anymore though.
hmph.
bye lovelys.
<3<3<3
i only talk about him...
but he's a lot of what i think about.
the feelings i have for him are like nothing i have ever felt before. he is the one person i know that can make me happy regardless of anything that is going on. he is the person i can laugh with, cry in front, yell at him, do nice things for, just be myself around...and he still will care about me. if you know me at all, i am usually such a jealous, selfish, and not trusting person. i am not like that at all with him. he is like my best friend that i'm in love with. i would do anything for him to be happy. but it's not like i have to...i just can't think of any reason why he should be upset. just him being able to make me happy constantly is enough for him to deserve anything and more than what i give him. for the first time in my life, i don't have to try to be happy. with him, it just sorta happens. i'm so crazy about him. <3
okay i just had to share.
hmm...i dunno when i last updated.
saturday i had practice 8-4.
it went by REALLY fast and
was surprisingly amazingly fun.
i cannot wait til competitions get started!!!!!
i'm so ready for bonding time,
lots of makeup, nervousness,
sleeping in schools,
crazy video tapes,
just EVERYTHING!!!
yay!!
so last night me and caleb chilled.
we started out at the mall...SO MANY PEOPLE!
ahh!! so we came to my house with
his cousin, adam, and watched "dodgeball".
very funny.
av was on mad tv last night. yay for her!
i talked to dave FOREVER.
best thing said:
"i want you to be my girlfriend"
wow. i told him to wait and tell
me that when he came home and saw me
if he still felt that way.
i sure hope he does though.
:) smiles for that!
i slept through choir this morning.
eff. i was sooo pissed.
well gotta go see the christmas program now.
i don't get to be an angel anymore though.
hmph.
bye lovelys.
<3<3<3