I don't want to be your dependant anymore!

Mar 10, 2008 12:25

i told my father that because i start radiation treatment tomorrow, it ruined my plans to go visit my girlfriend in New York, whom i haven't seen in two weeks and that i am feelin a bit down because if it. in response, HE told me that i "NEED" to find a job.

thank you for kicking me while i'm down. it would be one thing if he was pushing me to go back to school so i can start planning for a future...the reason he isn't suggesting that is becuase it would cost him more money. i don't know if the Son of a Bitch is aware of it, but he's starting to make me feel more like a burden on his bank account than a concern to him. he never shuts about how much the co pays are costing him. well pops, i'm sorry cancer came to me at young age while i don't have a career with insurance benefits, and i'm sorry about the price on my health.

i'm just in a severely bad mood right now, probably won't feel the same way when i calm down. he just needs to learn think, think alot more before he opens his mouth, think about why i haven't gone back to work yet, it ain't that hard to figure out.
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