my new motto "I WILL NOT HESITATE TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE IF I A HAVE TO"

Jan 07, 2005 01:17

I feel like complete shit Kara is fucking my ex-boyfriend, AGAIN. B/c asking her to stop once wasn't enough... it’s not the act of her fucking him that makes me mad... I’m not kidding its not. what fucken bothers me is that I told her it hurts me I told her she puts our friendship on the line every time she does that its the lack of respect that she has for me that pisses me off... its the fact that she knows how it makes me feel and completely disregards it...

she knows how it makes me feel and she still does it... I don't give a fuck what anybody INCLUDING HER fucken says I think she is fucked up person for just simply not giving half a shit about how I feel... I can not be friends with someone who completely doesn't care about my feelings and better yet blatantly hurts them... I know that I did everything that I could to be a good friend to her and she fucked me over time and again for what? To get a cheap thrill....
Her lack of self esteem and her lack of empathy for other humans is fucken disgusting. She is gonna go through life fucking over everyone just b/c she is a SELFISH person.

Come on!! Do you know how fucken selfish someone would have to be for ME to call them selfish... she doesn't even notice when she's being selfish b/c I don't think there is a fucken thought going on in her head... sometimes I wonder if she even has an inner monologue b/c there are times when I’m convinced she just is incapable of anything that could even be confused for rational thinking...

I’m really fucken pissed and just hurt about the whole thing... I really hate when people treat me like shit.. Well I’m done with it...

I’m going to be a bitch from now on...

I’m only gonna be nice to the people that are nice to me and the second you're not nice I’m not gonna be nice and I guarantee you won't fucken like it... I think I’ve just been too nice to people lately and now I’m getting walked all over and I’m not gonna fucken take that. I’m gonna be a fucken raging bitch to the people who fucken disserve it... fuck that being nice and turning the other cheek bull shit...

I really hate to have to be mean b/c it is just so much easier to be nice all the time; but it’s damn hard to fake a smile when there’s someone stabbing you in the back...
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