wow...
My life is really quite pathetic...reflecting upon the conversation I just had with Jess and my own listlessness, I have discovered that my life is stuck in a rather boring rut. Week after week it is the same thing. I go to school, go to work, repeat. It's like shampooing your hair. Three easy steps and you're done. My life is like shampooing one's hair. How pathetic is that? I am so bored with myself. I never see anyone anymore. All I have time for is the two things that, though highly valued, I never considered the most important things in my life. Education and work have taken over my life and squeezed everything else out. Even when I have a lung infection and most normal people would look forward to a couple days of rest to recover, I was trying to bargain myself into work. I did not want to let anything come between me and work. For that matter, I wouldn't let it get between me and school so I waited a week longer than I should have to see a doctor. I think I need to reevaluate my priorities in life.