:(
*sigh*
ah, im all sad and depressed tonight. I really do not know why though. I have nothing to be sad about. I mean, I didn't get in any fights, I don't really have any enimies that have confronted me about anything, my friends are great, I'm listening to great music, I seen Amanda today for the first time in like two weeks!!!
I have nothing to be sad about, but i just feel like crying for fucking ever.
I think I'm lonely. And i feel REALY ugly right now, like i know I'm ugly but i feel REALLY ugly right now.
:'(
Lori made me feel a little better, she said she was depressed so we're being depressed together, lol.I asked her why I was sad and told her just to make up a story and this is what she came up with:
KiTTeN FeTuS says:
lol...because one day while you were walking to the school bus, you saw a butterfly, the most beautifulist butterfly EVER. you watched the butterfly because it was so beautiful, you'd never seen anything so beautiul in your life. The butterfly landed on your finger and you felt all warm and happy inside, it felt like the butterfly was smiling and hugging you. Then it flew away again and it flew...across the road and a semi was commming full speed and it hit the butterfly. You seen its guts splater, and that was it. Your happyness was over forever, you felt like you'd never be happy again. You deperatly crawled on the ground gathering the bloody remains of the butterfly trying to put it together, but it was gone forever.
lmao, i love you lori.
*cries*
Aw, and Lilly, I love you too, just RELAX for a little bit, and remember, It's ok to be selfish sometimes.
but yes, i think ive done enough emo damage to my journal tonight.
<3 steph
ah, im all sad and depressed tonight. I really do not know why though. I have nothing to be sad about. I mean, I didn't get in any fights, I don't really have any enimies that have confronted me about anything, my friends are great, I'm listening to great music, I seen Amanda today for the first time in like two weeks!!!
I have nothing to be sad about, but i just feel like crying for fucking ever.
I think I'm lonely. And i feel REALY ugly right now, like i know I'm ugly but i feel REALLY ugly right now.
:'(
Lori made me feel a little better, she said she was depressed so we're being depressed together, lol.I asked her why I was sad and told her just to make up a story and this is what she came up with:
KiTTeN FeTuS says:
lol...because one day while you were walking to the school bus, you saw a butterfly, the most beautifulist butterfly EVER. you watched the butterfly because it was so beautiful, you'd never seen anything so beautiul in your life. The butterfly landed on your finger and you felt all warm and happy inside, it felt like the butterfly was smiling and hugging you. Then it flew away again and it flew...across the road and a semi was commming full speed and it hit the butterfly. You seen its guts splater, and that was it. Your happyness was over forever, you felt like you'd never be happy again. You deperatly crawled on the ground gathering the bloody remains of the butterfly trying to put it together, but it was gone forever.
lmao, i love you lori.
*cries*
Aw, and Lilly, I love you too, just RELAX for a little bit, and remember, It's ok to be selfish sometimes.
but yes, i think ive done enough emo damage to my journal tonight.
<3 steph