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My sister was admitted to the Emergency Room yesterday. She has a fast heart-rate and now she has to take somekinda of medication. Also, there is lump on her on of breast that they're looking into. I really care about my sister.
PLus, +, it still is annoying how my parents dont have any guidelines on how to act. They talk to me like I'm they're only friend, and the truth is, I am. My dad tries to josh around with me like I'm his buddy, chum, but never his son. My mom needs me to lie for her sometimes, get her out of work when she doesn't want to be there, and back her up when she feels intimidated by her (sister)-n-laws. I dont mind as much, but the problem was, when I was a teenager, and was kinda wild, I treated them as my friends too, and would carelessly curse in front of them, and have no fine line or decency of how to act around them. And this bothered them. I feel like I have to be two different kinds of person around them, but that they have the privilege of just being one. It can be very stressful. I wish my parents had a strong morale, and lived by it. I feel its part of the reason why I can be really quiet and to myself at times; so that I can preserve what I have of my morale, and not fall into someone else's spectrum of misery.
PLus, +, it still is annoying how my parents dont have any guidelines on how to act. They talk to me like I'm they're only friend, and the truth is, I am. My dad tries to josh around with me like I'm his buddy, chum, but never his son. My mom needs me to lie for her sometimes, get her out of work when she doesn't want to be there, and back her up when she feels intimidated by her (sister)-n-laws. I dont mind as much, but the problem was, when I was a teenager, and was kinda wild, I treated them as my friends too, and would carelessly curse in front of them, and have no fine line or decency of how to act around them. And this bothered them. I feel like I have to be two different kinds of person around them, but that they have the privilege of just being one. It can be very stressful. I wish my parents had a strong morale, and lived by it. I feel its part of the reason why I can be really quiet and to myself at times; so that I can preserve what I have of my morale, and not fall into someone else's spectrum of misery.