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So I've finally come back to livejournal, years after I initially made this. I admit, I went back through my old entries and read every single one. Dude. I was so dramatic! Haha, I honestly can't even believe I wrote some of the stuff. It's like... I feel second-hand embarrassment for myself. lol. It was amusing to see some of my old aim conversations though. There were some funny moments there that I was able to save for future laughs.
Lately I've been having a horrible time getting to bed before 4 or 5 am. The problem is I just don't seem to get tired! But even worse is the fact that I am terrible at getting up in the morning. :( I don't know what I should do to correct this.
Also- on a personal note, I am getting just a little frustrated with my exercise habits. It seems that even when I really start pushing myself and getting to the gym every day, I am not reaping any benefits. My body looks exactly the same- and my really bad problem areas don't get better at all. I don't eat too many bad things so I'm not sure what the problem is and it's really disheartening. Maybe I'm not doing the right exercises to target that area? I have no idea. But I definitely can't afford a personal trainer so I don't know how I'm going to find out what I should do. I really want to get into better shape because I'm not really happy with the way I look right now. I don't want anyone to misunderstand that though. I despise stuff like plastic surgery and would never do it. I also don't think any women should be doing it, not unless it were special circumstances like burn victim, etc. It's really important to be happy with how you look naturally, which I am. I just would like to be more fit and healthy.
Cliff and I went to Pei Wei tonight and saw Alex. We also got coupons for free food next week. We also went to see When In Rome, which was an awesome movie. Everyone in our theater was really laughing and enjoying the film. I can't wait for: Lightning Thief, Valentine's Day, Shutter Island, The Last Song, and SATC 2. They all look like gooooood movies.
I don't know what else to say so I suppose I will end this!
Lately I've been having a horrible time getting to bed before 4 or 5 am. The problem is I just don't seem to get tired! But even worse is the fact that I am terrible at getting up in the morning. :( I don't know what I should do to correct this.
Also- on a personal note, I am getting just a little frustrated with my exercise habits. It seems that even when I really start pushing myself and getting to the gym every day, I am not reaping any benefits. My body looks exactly the same- and my really bad problem areas don't get better at all. I don't eat too many bad things so I'm not sure what the problem is and it's really disheartening. Maybe I'm not doing the right exercises to target that area? I have no idea. But I definitely can't afford a personal trainer so I don't know how I'm going to find out what I should do. I really want to get into better shape because I'm not really happy with the way I look right now. I don't want anyone to misunderstand that though. I despise stuff like plastic surgery and would never do it. I also don't think any women should be doing it, not unless it were special circumstances like burn victim, etc. It's really important to be happy with how you look naturally, which I am. I just would like to be more fit and healthy.
Cliff and I went to Pei Wei tonight and saw Alex. We also got coupons for free food next week. We also went to see When In Rome, which was an awesome movie. Everyone in our theater was really laughing and enjoying the film. I can't wait for: Lightning Thief, Valentine's Day, Shutter Island, The Last Song, and SATC 2. They all look like gooooood movies.
I don't know what else to say so I suppose I will end this!