weird
so i guess its been awhile sence i wrote in this shit. kinda gay.
i cut my hair short like a week after i got back from france...not sure about it still. kinda want my long hair back. but i guess i have to live with this for while so all i have to say is no regrets...never, no reason to regret something if u can't change what has already happened.
school starts soon..like on wednesday. gay ass shit. damn its only my 2nd year of college and i already want out. this sucks.
been hanging out with jessica rather than samantha. so much better. i'm so much happier. (if that makes sence) she has cool ass friends, where as sam has none. its nice to meet new people if u know what i mean ;).
working alot lately. like frickin 50 hours a week, damn. i need to win the lottery. BAD!
been depressed, possibly bi-polar (WHAT?!)J/K. i dunno i need someone who cares about me i guess. i feel like no one ever likes me or cares that i am even around. maybe i'm just being gay but it still sucks major ass. i feel like i'm not good enough or maybe not pretty enough. being around jessica and all her friends, makes me feel ugly. their all so pretty. atleast with sam i knew i atleast had a better personality....because i'm not a BITCH! (damn that was harsh) anyways enough about this damn shit.
I'll be ok.......
Luv always and forever,
Diane Marie Mueller
......Or so i think.
i cut my hair short like a week after i got back from france...not sure about it still. kinda want my long hair back. but i guess i have to live with this for while so all i have to say is no regrets...never, no reason to regret something if u can't change what has already happened.
school starts soon..like on wednesday. gay ass shit. damn its only my 2nd year of college and i already want out. this sucks.
been hanging out with jessica rather than samantha. so much better. i'm so much happier. (if that makes sence) she has cool ass friends, where as sam has none. its nice to meet new people if u know what i mean ;).
working alot lately. like frickin 50 hours a week, damn. i need to win the lottery. BAD!
been depressed, possibly bi-polar (WHAT?!)J/K. i dunno i need someone who cares about me i guess. i feel like no one ever likes me or cares that i am even around. maybe i'm just being gay but it still sucks major ass. i feel like i'm not good enough or maybe not pretty enough. being around jessica and all her friends, makes me feel ugly. their all so pretty. atleast with sam i knew i atleast had a better personality....because i'm not a BITCH! (damn that was harsh) anyways enough about this damn shit.
I'll be ok.......
Luv always and forever,
Diane Marie Mueller
......Or so i think.