my baby... :( ..
im in love..and hes leaving..i set myself up for this i knew it fro mthe beginning ..but i thot i had time...everyone thinks they have time..i dont have that much time left..i got to camp saturday he goes to be a camp counselor saturday..i come back wednesday..he comes back..like next sunday...is falling in love really worth all of this..?...is it really better to have loved and lost to never have loved at all..im not really sure..ya i can visit him whenever i want but he cant take me to dances or anything like that..i wont have a valentines day with my boyfriend..he will come down for holidays and summer...not enuff..its hard not talking to him for 2 days..how am i going to last with 4,00 miles between us?...college will give him a new life..without me included..ill do things here..he wont be here for my sixteenth birthday...my first car..job...i wont be there when he meets his new roomate..i need to ..i dunno what i need to do..can somebodt tell me...(pplease be nice thsi is a very inportant mattet to me)..going to bed...
or to toss and turn...
peace 2 whooever doesnt have it.
that me...
<3 willy....
or to toss and turn...
peace 2 whooever doesnt have it.
that me...
<3 willy....