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i think me and carlie are getting closer and closer which is cool because she needs a good friend..

and i wanna be that. i hate backstabbing friends and people who talk about their friends behind those peoples backs.

and i hate when im accused of that. people dont know shit.

if im your friend, im your fucking friend til the end. except if your name is jamie, but other than that, if you become friends with me your stuck with me. and i am here for you to talk to, to vent to, to cry to... to cry on... whatever. i will accept your flaws and all i ask in return is honesty. i like that. without honesty you cant have anything else. you cant trust someone without honest, how can you respect them? you don't know them well enough to know if you even like them or if you hate them because all you can see is lies, deceit... i dont think those conditions are too harsh, i dont think im asking for anything out of the ordinary. im not telling you to sell your soul to me becuase well i dont believe in that shit. if you cannot accept the terms and conditions of my friendship, then please tell me now so that i can officially break our contract.

i mean, there are a bunch of people who could not handle me.

a billion friends ive lost.

and if you thinkyou will be any different, contribute to tears at night your wrong. i dont have to put up with fallacies.

people i used to be best firends with that im not anymore:
lee
jamie
bee
ray
james
rachel
ashley
patty
steph s
steph p
jaclyn
casey
eric
katie
laura d
laura k
mike (2 million of them)
matt (a billin and 2 of them)
devon
jo
alina
kristal
lisa
heather
anna b
anna f
vinny
meeta
sherika
jessie
jesse
kyle
chris
dan
brendan
jroy
joe

yea nd im 2 lazy 2 write anymore