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I love;
my boyfriend & our families.
the beach & the snow.
the city & the country.
life.
I love to;
spend the whole day with him, sleep by him every night, & wake up to him every morning. watch movies with him & have him take me shopping. play cards all night & hide-&-go-seek at midnight on chilly nights, drink and have drunken sex. have fun.
I miss;
my girls & our nights out; my Pawpaw (R.I.P.), my old home, Justin`s family, summer, my friends (no one in particular.)
Adrienne & I are talking & God, I miss those times. We had so much fun, & now we`ve all split & everything. She was telling me she missed me & I miss her (& Tiff) too. We had some damn good times. Drinking wine in the hot-tub, trying to help me drink away my pain, and playing "I don`t want you back" over and over & wow. Those girls were there for me. Then, we fought and split. Now, it`s hard for anyone to get together because I have to plan around Justin (hell, he does live with me) and they all have boyfriends..
Oh, I tried to talk to Jenn. So, I feel better, I did my part. And I realized, she isn`t the person she used to be. That`s okay, neither am I.
As you can probably tell, I`m kinda down. I need to just go for a drive, and smoke. I only have on cigarette though. I think I`ll go visit Tiff at work.
I`m gonna go. <3