i was lying to myself, now i'm dying in this hell
i know you can hear me, but i'm not sure your listening....i hear what your saying, but still there something missing....whether i go, whether i stay, right now depends on whatever you say
i never thought i would ever feel this bad again....yet here i am. once again i feel like crawling into a ball and dying. it's like my life has been rewound 3 years. i can't lose him....he means too much to me. tiffany and kent have helped me sort this out somewhat.
i need to get over myself and do what i really want to do and stop over thinking. i think i will. either that or stay in this hell i'm in right now.
i can only hope that tomorrow is a better day.
i'll update about the trip to kingsport and my damn busted lip later on.
good night.
[edit] tiffany just sent me this message "YOU'RE KIDDING ME!!! what a little bitch...sorry, but ugh!!"...and uh HELL YEAH SHE IS! it pisses me off! i love you tiffy beth! [/edit]
i never thought i would ever feel this bad again....yet here i am. once again i feel like crawling into a ball and dying. it's like my life has been rewound 3 years. i can't lose him....he means too much to me. tiffany and kent have helped me sort this out somewhat.
i need to get over myself and do what i really want to do and stop over thinking. i think i will. either that or stay in this hell i'm in right now.
i can only hope that tomorrow is a better day.
i'll update about the trip to kingsport and my damn busted lip later on.
good night.
[edit] tiffany just sent me this message "YOU'RE KIDDING ME!!! what a little bitch...sorry, but ugh!!"...and uh HELL YEAH SHE IS! it pisses me off! i love you tiffy beth! [/edit]