Oct 05, 2008 03:19
I missed Seattle so much. It's the home away from home. Having a month of solitude and meditation should bring you joy, right? Eh...yeah I did no sinning: drinking, sex, impure thoughts, no road rage, no anger or getting upset, no yelling or talking back or arguing, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera but I don't know just didn't make me as happy as I thought it should have made me.
I'm happy here. In Seattle. With my boyfriend and John Baby and the rest of the gang including LARP freinds and such.
Yeah I concentrated on God more but I couldn't get myself to contemplate on my life and where it's headed or where I'm heading.
I think about God all the time even when I'm in Seattle so...
I don't know. I'll try again next year.
My first time back in a month, the most challenging was getting back to drinking. My stomach did not want it at all nor did my throat.
What I enjoyed the second most, all the lovin' I got from John Baby, Dan and Steph.