Jul 09, 2005 18:51
well today started out pretty good til we went to pick up the kids. the ex tryed to push the kids off on me longer. i wish i could take them longer but i have to go back to working nights and there is no one to watch them. so end of story there. then me and karen went to walmart to return some stuff and the kids acted up there, running around the store and grabbing stuff. god they were bad. then me and karen started to argue about it. sometimes i wish we could just stop arguing about them and other stuff. but not every relationship is perfect,right.then if i give the kids like five pieces of candy like five skittles she gets upset and tells me i dont need to feed them every second of the day. i really dont know what to do about it. boy could i use some help on this subject.
so the end of the work week went great. no arguments with the foreman and the work got done. i wish i could find a job that pays as much or more and that would have me work days. i still have to look around in the paper and online. hopefully something will pop up. never give up that what they say.so on i will go.but i think the higher paid job i get though will mean the more child support the ex will get.
but on to other subjects again.i have been a diabetic for 16 years now. i really havent kept that good of control. my eating habits suck and my blood sugars are not under that great of control. i cant blame no one but myself, so before karen says that its my fault i thought i would put it down first. but there are a lot of things that are my fault to but wont really get into that. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for everyone. all i can say for now is take care and have a great night.ttyl