High from not taking drugs.

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I think I'm the only person on earth who gets high from not having enough seratonin. I thought this was supposed to make me depressed, not dizzy. But nope, I'm in a good mood but I keep getting head rushes every minute or two. For some reason Lexapro, a seratonin reuptake inhibitor, keeps me from getting these. Anyways I haven't taken the medicine from 2 weeks and its catching up with me. I was seeing what would happen if I just quit taking it, if the head rushes were a withdrawl side effect or what something that is always going to be happening. Anyways, after 2 weeks I suppose the withdrawl period should have passed, so I guess I'm always going to be taking this stuff. Not that there's any negative effects from taking it, its just it costs $30 a month and I don't like getting refills. Actually it has a positive side effect, it makes you last longer when you're... well you know.

Just working on my stock market analyzer because I have no friends and nothing to do. If I'm going to be alone I might as well be rich and alone, right? I'm just about finished with my first tool. I'll post the results sometime this week, we can all see if its predictions are accurate together. I know this stuff really interests everyone.

Actually things aren't so bad. I'm hanging out with a girl Tuesday probably, and I'm going to The Grad Thursday to make an ass out of myself. Salsa. Although if I don't get to play tennis by next Sunday I'm going to explode. I was in a wet tennis court today playing with by myself and my wet balls.

I like singing along with Morrissey, Johnny Cash and Elvis. Probably because they are easy to sing along with.