I hate myself
Have you ever hated yourself were you just wanted to fall off the earth and die?? Have you ever wanted something so bad that when you got it and you had it for a while that you didnt want it anymore? Were you ever unsatisfied with what you wanted? And have you ever felt like the biggest bitch in the world?? Well thats how i feel.. I broke up with nate today and i feel like he was my everything and that its weird not hearing shauna and nate when we've only been together for like 2 months. Ive never wanted something so bad and then through it away like it was nothing to me. I wanted to be with him so bad. And all i could ever think about was nate but now everything has to change.....LOVE = HELL!!!