settling
I was just viewing some of my friends updates and pictures and found the wedding picture of a new friend. Just looking at those pictures i can tell that they are very much in love with each other, like it is a wedding that we all dream of when we are young and idealistic.
I was smiling all the time I am looking at their happy faces, it is contagious. And yet something inside me is asking, will I ever have a wedding like that or will I ever get to be married at all.
I thought I am all passed searching and looking and just accept things as they are. But I was wrong. I know i was just settling. I am not fighting it anymore, i was just going where the tides take me.
Living my life in the path of least resistance, where I am a mediocre, a nobody, known only to my friends and family.
i guess i shouldn't be looking at wedding pictures after all it give me ideas. That I don't know what to do of.
I was smiling all the time I am looking at their happy faces, it is contagious. And yet something inside me is asking, will I ever have a wedding like that or will I ever get to be married at all.
I thought I am all passed searching and looking and just accept things as they are. But I was wrong. I know i was just settling. I am not fighting it anymore, i was just going where the tides take me.
Living my life in the path of least resistance, where I am a mediocre, a nobody, known only to my friends and family.
i guess i shouldn't be looking at wedding pictures after all it give me ideas. That I don't know what to do of.