Sep 22, 2008 15:39
I totally forgot about the existence of this journal. Not until I open my old emails and follow a link that goes here.
Life's been a roller coaster ride. But my ride is composed mainly of the hanging upside down and I feel like puking most of the time.
I can't even recognized who I am right now.
I'm still not rich though. My 6 months-get-rich scheme, something I have come up on my own doesn't work. I'm still where I started. I don't know what changed, What I know is that I've lost most of my inhibition about life, I've gained confidence or kakapalan ng mukha, I'm no longer conscious about what other people would say, I've tried everything from selling in the internet, middle man, jobber, delivery girl, taga repack ng burger, etc.
Now I'm still into a lot of things but there's no significant results yet.
I'm getting tired and I'm losing hope, I want to surpass or breakthrough all this. But I don't know how.
I've resigned from doing a full time job 5 months ago. My income's been dwindling for five mos. na ren. Everyone from my friends to family have been asking me to find another job and forget about my dream of establishing a business of my own.
My burger biz have one loyal customer up to date. That customer orders 1000 pcs a week. It's not that lucrative though. hay buhay...
I'm open to anything right now. Just last week I have signed up with one advertising company to do freelance resellership. It's my last hope so far to make up most of what I'm not earning in the business, to pay up some of my accumulated phone bills and household expenses.
I need a miracle.
so-so life