Nov 14, 2006 13:06
they said that you should look for the job that you will be willing to do for free. If you find it then you could be sure of spending your life wisely on things that really matter to you. For me, I'll do this, writing for free. And of course drawing. Doing these hobbies for a living will be a dream come true. But reality check brings me to practicality. I'm a better chemist than as a writer or an artist. These dreams will stay on the sidetrack.
On other news, I've finally learn how to use chopsticks for eating. My brief stay in china motivated me enough to try harder. It was nice to learn something new. It's like a skill. Well, I'm still amazed at this new skill that I have acquired and so I am using chopsticks for eating lunch. It's a neat stuff.
I have a new friend. I can tell him almost anything. It was kinda different because he's a guy. All my best friends were females. I have always been aloof and or reserved to the opposite. I can never get close to any guy. Even with my father. I'm cool with my brother but that is just because I'm older. I don't feel intimidated by him.
I never thought it's possible for me to be able to speak easy with a male.Well I guess I'm really getting matured. And I'd like to believe that my self esteem is improving. It's easy to talk to him because we have almost the same views and values. He was even the one to identify some part of my character. He said I'm a maverick. A strict non onformist. I never thought of myself that way but after hearing it from him I got to thinking. And I agree. But so was he. Maybe that's why we can talk effortlessly. We're both stubborn and difficult.Spontaneous then serious. People like us can never fall for someone like ourselves. cannot be.one is bound to explode.that's why friendship is easy. It's safe, uncompromising and uncomplicated.