Oct 21, 2006 12:34
At 24 years old I finally figure it out..
The reason for all my endeavors, hard work and waking up each day..
Now that my life mission is unfolded all that I will be doing from now on will be to get me closer to achieving my goal.
No more wasted effort and time over the nonsense things
No more mediocrity and idleness
I can never do anything now with less than what I'm capable of
I will be striving for the best and will always be on the lookout on how to make myself better..
and like the rest of all the busy people in the world,
my life will passed by so fast.
only in the end will i be able to stop and weigh things over, have i done it or not?
I'm hoping that in my chosen life, i will have a full one.
if not, well i'll just change my religion to buddhism
and then beleive in Reincarnation..
no one really knows what's out there
what keeps you together is your faith,
that everything will turn out right in the end
I remember I used to be soo happy..
waking up is something i did not have to do because the sun is up
i wake up because of breakfast and many other things
I know the sun will be shining
and even if it don't, the air outside my room will be much better
I don't sleep all i want because it will ruin my sleep appetite
too much of a good thing is never good
i know the moment that I open the door, the aroma of coffee will enter
then my dad will be asking what do i want for breakfast
and after a while, will surprise me
that he already have it prepared just the way i want it
dad is the best coffee maker in the world
i can never appreciate anyone else's coffee
just dad's or mine..
now i know how to be that happy again
that it won't be too long now that i will be smiling even before i'm fully awake
just because another day has come
that i will be certain, it's going to be simply great..