always wanting the easy way out
I can't count the times when i have told myself.
This is it...
I must give up now.
This is my limit..
And yet, there is a small voice inside telling me,
no, not yet..
time and time again, whenever my plans failed or my goals are not realized..
I'll asked myself, is this it?
Should I give up now?
Am i just wasting my time?
Am I reaching for something that was not meant to be mine in the first place?
The real problem here is, that you really are not sure, I mean 100% sure that what you are aiming for is for you...
That's why they invented the words : you make your own destiny...
And yet there were things that are not meant to be.
It is really very confusing..
I am a very hardworking person. I beleive so..
Everything I have ever owned, achieved or had, I have worked really really hard to be mine
Life was never easy, even from the day I was born..
But I'm not complaining then..
I never wanted an easy life..
Because I can have everything that I want, I know, coz I had then, through hard work and patience..
I am actually believing that I am invincible.
Unlike many others, I don't know then, when to draw the line.
When to stop trying..
Hence everything that I have ever worked hard for, no matter how difficult or impossible it may seem at first, becomes mine..
I own my life and was proud of how it had turned out..
Not until that day when I was told that I will not be regularized in my job...
That's when I was thrown into a pit of confusion and self doubt..
Kept on asking why...
I have put on my own recipe for achievement
hard work and hardwork and lots of patience...
I know I'm not a gifted person.
My abilities and intelligence is the same as the average ones..
But hey, I have something they don't have..
I don't give up.
ahh.. should collect my thought later.
This is it...
I must give up now.
This is my limit..
And yet, there is a small voice inside telling me,
no, not yet..
time and time again, whenever my plans failed or my goals are not realized..
I'll asked myself, is this it?
Should I give up now?
Am i just wasting my time?
Am I reaching for something that was not meant to be mine in the first place?
The real problem here is, that you really are not sure, I mean 100% sure that what you are aiming for is for you...
That's why they invented the words : you make your own destiny...
And yet there were things that are not meant to be.
It is really very confusing..
I am a very hardworking person. I beleive so..
Everything I have ever owned, achieved or had, I have worked really really hard to be mine
Life was never easy, even from the day I was born..
But I'm not complaining then..
I never wanted an easy life..
Because I can have everything that I want, I know, coz I had then, through hard work and patience..
I am actually believing that I am invincible.
Unlike many others, I don't know then, when to draw the line.
When to stop trying..
Hence everything that I have ever worked hard for, no matter how difficult or impossible it may seem at first, becomes mine..
I own my life and was proud of how it had turned out..
Not until that day when I was told that I will not be regularized in my job...
That's when I was thrown into a pit of confusion and self doubt..
Kept on asking why...
I have put on my own recipe for achievement
hard work and hardwork and lots of patience...
I know I'm not a gifted person.
My abilities and intelligence is the same as the average ones..
But hey, I have something they don't have..
I don't give up.
ahh.. should collect my thought later.